it all begins here.

yepps. my first entry at blogspot.basically i had two blogs before this.one at opendiary and another at ebloggy.but nvm, both are lost now for their own reasons.and so, today is officially the first day i am no longer a saint,(though once a saint, always a saint.) cos i've been accepted by aj.come to think of it, i actually took one hour plus to decide on whether i should hand in my withdrawal form.it was really a struggle, considering the fact that many other students who were in sa for the first three months, who did well enough to go to the top 5 jcs, are now deciding if they should appeal back to sa.and i am withdrawing from sa?

i took a really long time to decide on the pros and cons.basically the thing that stopped me from withdrawing is probably the friends i've made.then again, i don't think anyone would possibly miss me.i'll probably will miss my yangqin senior and her gang the most.haha.they are really great people.i guess they have been the only reason why i go for saco practices.yepps.hope they'll do well for the coming syf and their As.=) other than that, i'll miss the familiar surroundings and the fooood! haha.heard that if anyone wants to go on a diet effectively, aj's the place.sad.i'll miss chapel and the daily prayers too.actually, sa has more or less helped to strengthen my faith.it made me remember the importance of going to church every week, and of course quiet time everyday (which i've not really been doing *guilty look*).i have been going to church diligently, trying my best to listen to the sermons nowadays and not giving invalid excuses for pon-ing church (right, this sounds weird.).but now that i'm going to aj, it'll probably mean that i've made a promise to God that i can survive all that without any reminder.the only reason why i am going to aj is because of my studies.my parents said something very true.back in rv, where everybody mugs, i can already get such lousy grades.so i can't afford to stay in sa, since i've no self discipline. *nods* totally agree. but yet again, i can already foresee myself being worn out and all with ajco pracs lasting till 830pm on two weekdays.plus workload.noooo.but i know the strength of the Lord will be with me.i just have to ask for it and it'll be given.

my ramblings can go on and on.it was a tough decision.but since i've made it, i will not have any regrets.i'll just have to try working on my stamina, and cutting down on activities that would affect my stamina, like going online and sms-ing. (oh well, how will that ever be possible.) by all means, i hope i can continue to keep in contact with the sa peeps.i am sure gonna miss out alot of fun.boooo.

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